Some times it really does get worse =/
I just want to hide away with the one I love and never come back again. I want to run away, I want to hide I want to be in a place where no one knows me, or will judge me. Tomorrow I hope will be a better day but it’s not looking promising. These are supposed to be the best days of my life so why don’t I want to be here? I’m so tempted to leave and never come back. But I know realistically when he comes and gets me it’ll all feel like its OK, he’ll make me feel like I can do anything and nothing and it will be alright. I need his arms around me to keep me warm and safe and protect me from this place that every day I am growing to loath more and more. Who would have thought that a college could make you feel this passionate? But they don’t know what happened. So they still push and push but I don’t know any more, it feel as though I don’t know anything anymore. It’s strange, I suppose the explanation will be your just being emotional and you’ll be ok. I hope so, but then ranting makes me feel a whole lot better. I am going to face the lions den..
